The last couple of days have not been great. That is a under statement. A couple of events have brought some of the cross dressing issues to the forefront. If that isn’t enough some old festering martial issues reared their ugly heads as well. My wife and I love each other, at least she tells me that when we argue, but sometimes I wonder.
I’m still the man she married with all the defects now just showing a bit more. She has hers as well. How great was it 40 years ago when we were just young and in love. Now baggage is weighing us down. Crossdressing is just one of the bags. I think we need therapy, but it will be up to me to find and set up such. I’ve got to do it. She will no longer be intimate with me and hasn’t for seven years even though the first five of those I put my CDing away. I suspect she has other issues that she cannot voice, weight, libido, menopause, etc. The lack of intimacy is really bothering me. It has not been a good few days. Seems it is making us both depressed.
What to do....,,,..