Hi everyone I’m Emily and I’m new to this community. I started ‘trying out’ my mom’s underwear and stockings when I was 14. When I was in college, I bought myself first pair of lingerie and night club heels. I was so turned on and my heart was pounding faster than ever when I put them on. Now things have gotten maybe too far.. I’ve started taking late night walks with fishnet stockings, heels and super tight/mini dress. The places I pick for my walks are safe but dark. I guess walking in dark places increases the excitement or fun.. The thing that makes me scary is, I do want people to see my ****ty dressing and enjoy imagining that they would think I’m a prostitute and what they would do to me. And I ONLY get turned on when I dress like that.. so I’m thinking maybe I’m sort of an exhibitionist or something.. I am pretty sure I’m a straight guy.. what’s going on with me?