Vanessa,
I feel, and I might be wrong, that the hormones might resolve your "never be a woman" feeling. In the same way almost all transwomen stop using this forum, you see, you just "ARE" a woman, inside, and the outside no longer matters. Humans are in all shapes and sizes. I'm finding myself getting on with life and visiting here less and less, and I think it IS the point, along with a huge thankyou to those who stay here to help, and a bit of a nose-thumb to the naysayers who made life horrible at times.
