I've been in love with wearing feminine things since I was very young. I tried on a pair of my mom's pantyhose at 5 years old and was instantly hooked.
Over the years, I've kept it low-key out of fear of what would happen if anyone "discovered" that I like to wear girly things.
Now, very near my 47th birthday, and on the heels of my favorite uncle passing, I've given a lot of thought to my fears and have come to one conclusion: I'm denying my authentic self! It has to change, and change quickly.
So, to face my fear head on, I'm going to dress in a lovely skirt, black hose and cute ballet flats. Then I'm going to go see a movie.
This is a HUGE step for me, in convincing myself that the sky won't fall if the general public sees me in a skirt. I'm not interested in passing or even trying. I just love dressing that way and want desperately to be accepted as exactly what I am - a man in feminine clothes.
My ticket is already bought and paid for. The movie starts at 10:30 tonight. Wish me luck, but most of all, success in actually following through.
Positive vibes!
Marika