I really thought I could avoid this. When I was dressing with frequency, I loved it but the guilt was too much. What if someone found out? Why am I doing this anyway? What's the point since I am a biological male with broad shoulders and visible biceps?

Tonight I am fully dressed for the first time in eight years. Eight years ago I dramatically tossed my wig, forms and heels into a bin to go to goodwill. I was done. Done done. For years I nevery looked back.

Who am I kidding that I can walk away from it? I've been wanting to wear women's clothes since I was in kindergarten.

My wig came in today. I love it. I am so happy right now I just might explode. You can see the smile in my avatar.