There's an event coming up in August called FABULOUS AT THE FALLS IN Niagara Falls Canada that I would like to attend.That means I'd need to go out dressed during daylight hours something I haven't done,I do go out for drives when it's dark out. I've promised myself to start going out during the early evening when it's still light out.This long weekend I plan to dress every day and last night I stepped out onto the front porch dressed with wig and makeup and just stood there for a few minutes .What a feeling.Tonight I wanted to go out for a drive well before it got dark.I had backed the car in the driveway earlier so that the drivers door was closer to my front door.When I felt ready I took a deep breath put my wallet and cell phone and lipstick in my purse and stepped out.I felt such freedom ,I'd taken a giant step forward.I walked up to the car and found the doors locked. I thought I'd left it unlocked.I didn't want to use the remote to beep it open so I stood there and unlocked it with the key.As I was getting behind the wheel in my short skirt I noticed the neighbor across the street one house over sitting on his porch with his wife .He was pointing in my direction talking to his wife.I didn't see them because of the tree in my yard.I was already in my car so I though it's too late now they've seen me let's go.I was scared I'd been discovered and excited that I'd been discovered.I pulled out turning away from their house so they couldn't get a better look at who was driving.As I drove around town I wondered what they talked about after I left.I didn't see them when I got home and was just a little disappointed.I wonder what looks I'll get the next time I see them when in drab.I doubt they think it was my girlfriend leaving.Now that I've been sort of outed I think it will be easier to go out again,I've stopped worrying about what people think about me crossdressed.Life is to short.I've taken a giant step forward.
