So, its been a while since I was last on and a lot has happened.

Two days ago, I visited my Primary Care Physician at the VA Health Care Center I now go to.

I spoke with her about a lot of things regarding my health and well being.

One of the subjects I discussed was BA. A much needed step in my transition.

Well, I just got a phone call from her office.

I learned from that one short call that ALL VA facilities don't do bunk beyond HRT nation wide.

I still have no access to a therapist.

Instead I get stuck with a Shrink that wants to help me by stuffing more drugs down my throat. Drugs I want off of in the first place. Something he doesn't want to do. He doesn't listen to me and what I want do do.

With that devastating blow about Breast Augmentaion. I'm at a new low at the moment.

It doesn't mean I'm giving up. It just means I have to suffer a lot longer than I really wanted to.

Logically speaking, I know I should be fine and all. But that really does absolutely nothing for my broken heart at the moment.