A post by courtney44 about feeling crazy when shopping for girl clothes and feeling alone got me thinking about something. I found myself online last night searching for wigs, because i feel like my cheap synthetic wig would be the next aspect of my cross dressing to improve. I found myself seriously considering buying this 300 dollar wig. Off course that's not that big of a deal for some of you, but I'm a pretty cheap person, I rarely spend money on anything. Lately I've been on a shopping spree, and while I've probably spent a couple hundred dollars on clothes and shoes in the last couple months that's well more then I've spent for male clothes in a very long time.
I started to feel like I was on a treadmill, a never ending impossible quest to create a female out of a lump of misshapen clay. Once I got a better wig, I'll need better shoes, better make, better, clothes, better jewelry, then a better body, a better face.