When my wife and I were dating and I had decided that I was falling in love, I told her about Joyce. She then did some research on crossdressing. The theories she had read about and has since substantiated with our group meetings are that crossdressers pick their SO's based on one of two factors. One...we pick them on our view of what we ourselves would like to represent in femininity. Or two...that our choice of SO poses no threat to our size or style.
This conversation sparked some thoughts of my choices. Neither of my wives presented as real feminine when we first met. But I've always worn a smaller size than both my wives.
Have I ever thought about it that way.. not that I'm aware of. So was this something I had in the back of my mind from my feminine side for picking a mate?
For me I feel I picked my current wife by her soul... I could see hers and she could see mine. My first wife was so long ago I don't recall much... teenager... probably just being horny and the life values that you have to be married to sew your oats.