So this is doing things back to front as it started with a post about what, once out and about, gave you the greatest confidence boost, it then being followed by this which asked about some of your early sorties out.
So now I’d like to talk about that which I suspect the vast majority of us have done in our earliest exploits, namely, the drive in the car while dressed.
My earliest forays (30’ish years ago) involved me going out the house in drab after dark, driving somewhere quiet, a country road layby, changing and then driving around for an hour or so. This then altered to finding somewhere to stop, again a quiet country lane, and getting out.
I can remember being so scared just walking around the car. Out, around the car, back in desperately trying to walk slowly and not like an Olympic road walker. I learned to listen out/watch for the distant headlights of any approaching cars, counting the seconds before they came into view. I then would walk away from the car, counting the time it took, stopping a second or two short of the time for any approaching car and then turn back. That morphed into walking away then just standing there, ears and eyes on full alert for that approaching vehicle. On more than one occasion the walk back turned into a decidedly unladylike sprint!
I found a layby that was a big loop way from the road. I’d park at the midpoint, walk along the layby onto the road, along the road to the other end of the layby and back to the car. Best I can describe it is like walking around a capital D. I guess the total distance was 150-200m. Seemed like miles at the time. Still, it’s was much further than I’d ever walked in heels constrained within the four walls of the house.
Next step was finding a post box and parking a distance away. Then I’d walk, trying to look as natural as I could to the box, either post a letter for real or, just pretend and then walk back. Putting drinks cans into supermarket recycling bins was another ploy. Again park a short distance away and walk to and from the bins. This last one was perhaps the very start of mixing with the muggles.
What I wore at that time were items “rescued” from the charity bags my SO would sort out from time to time. Not surprisingly they weren’t the best fit as while my SO is fairly tall there’s still that difference. Shoes were the hardest thing. My SO being several sizes smaller than me meant a lot of squeezing and discomfort. Looking back there must have been some real fashion disasters! This was pre internet and years before I bought my own clothes.
I guess these adventures were a measure of the need so many feel to get out and express ourselves more fully.
Things such as these were my early staple for getting out there and sustained me for some time and could have remained so. What changed was getting the opportunity to go away alone for 7 days and be free to dress. But that’s for a different story.
So here’s the question. Is this you? Do Helen’s earliest adventures chime with you? Were you someone for whom the drive dressed was your first tentative moments out the house and in the muggle world? If you’ve yet to go out that front door, is this something you see yourself doing, your first baby steps?
And just to round things off, I did have one big disaster. I used to use balloons filled with wallpaper paste as forms. Being a gel they behaved more like real tissue as opposed to just water. Anyway on one of the occasions I needed to sprint back to the car, everything was in motion and one of the forms burst! Trust me, trying to get wallpaper paste off you not to mention the dress and avoiding getting it all over the seats is no easy matter. No pain, no gain eh!