So, in my mind, my girly side wants to come out more. The problem is that im still embarassed about it around my wife. Which I dont understand. I just recently had two days off in a row which is very unusal for me but rather than indulge myself, I just went on with my regular hobbies. Dressing is ingrained in me and is always on my mind. I am open with my wife and can dress whenever I please but I seem to keep closeting myself and passing up the opportunities. Has anyone else been in this situation and if so what did you do?