So today, I met up with a forum friend who needed "logistical assistance". This was the second time we have met in person. The first, dressed up and all pretty and what not. This time, in inconspicuous boring male mode. Our top secret meeting was all about stealth, so my friend dressed business casual, and I, a dirty truck driver lol.
We conducted our business, chatted for an hour or so, and went on our way. Mission accomplished. Afterward, I couldn't help but think which were the actual disguises? Girl mode, all dressed up? Or plain old regular male mode... For me, I've spent almost all of my life hiding, and "pretending" I'm something I'm not. Like putting up that male "front". But when I dress (fully), I feel I'm not pretending. So technically, the male me would be the disguise, I suppose.
I guess there's not really a question to ask here, but it was just an observation that stuck with me through the drive home.
Don't get me wrong though, I'm ok with the the whole male mode thing, it's just another part of who I am. Besides, being a girl is a LOT of work