Me the wife and friend decided to go to the bar for Halloween and dress up The wife allows me to wear feminine clothes So I decided to wear a female devil costume I dressed up from head to toe makeup, wig, nails, corset top, tutu skirts, stockings, heels hoping that would help me due to the fact that I had not able to dress up fully in two years hoping that it would help my dysphoria and I sit here today still Fighting myself like I did before I dressed up The only thing I didn’t like about my costume was is how my makeup came out and that due to the fact of not doing it so long and the wife is not good at it But as they say practice makes perfect and friends do not know this about me any thoughts feel free.