So, I've been self medding estradiol for about a month and have an appointment end of next month with an endo. And I feel the best I have mentally since I took massive doses of Pueria Mirifica a couple of years ago
BUT. I have four estranged kids 10-17 who won't take this well. A horrid ex-wife who will make sure they don't . And parents in their 70 swho may last 2 years or 20. My mother is extremely judgemental but I still need her in my life.
So I'm stuck between a rock and a hard place as to whether to transition.
I see my folks twice a year at best. Rarely see my brother or his family as they all live in a different state. The kids I see anywhere from fortnightly to bimonthly and for 4 hours a time. The live about a 2 hour drive away.
I'm baldish so I need a wig. Could I bind when I get my boobs in and live for the short times say for want as a better word crossdressed as a man.? I mean I've lived 46 years like this.
So many questions. So much advice needed.
