Hello all,
I've been away for a while and will most likely disappear again for a while after posting this.
Long story short. I found here after a lifetime of dressing in a solitary and secretive way.
It's always been part of me but the waves have come and gone and in no way were tidal enough to change the decisions I've made in my life.
Fast forward many years to the present day of being married with children.
Those who followed my exploits over the last year or so will remember me going from zero to 100 in that time.
Wow what a journey.
I went from a secret from childhood to revealing all to my wife. Things have not been easy but she is now not the only one who knows. I chose wisely and she has acknowledged that. I also chose to tell people who I believed would support me.
And here I am.
The world is still turning, no-one has rejected me. Life is as it was so to speak.
But
I'm writing this. Perhaps more alone than when it was still a secret.
I've taken a different path now. I have enrolled in support from ‘professionals’. That is something that everyone doesn't know. I feel I've gone back to square one again.
The reason for the post?
The choices we make are never easy. The reactions we get are never certain. The person we are we cannot deny.
I don't know where my journey will end.
I just know it isn't as I thought it.