Most of you don’t know me but I have been here for years lurking in the shadows of all the great ladies that have came before us. I am not sure when this forum started but I have been in and out of here since the infancy. I have been on a low dose of t blocker and estrogen for 20 months now and I could not be more at peace in my life right now! While my job and family do not permit total transition at this time I am fully committed to doing so at my pace. I just want to reassure anyone considering hrt that it will most likely bring a sense of calm and peace within your mind, body and life that you will have to continue the path forward. While the breast growth pain is substantial and consistent in my case, that is the only discomfort I have in my life. It has been so wonderful to have such a great family of ladies with the same struggles throughout the years. Thank you to this forum! Hugs, Tonya!