I am a happily married CD of 34 years. My wife knew before we were married of my CD desires and compulsion. She was i an accident in 2002 that left her barren due to the medicine she needs to take for pain and other issues. We have made love a couple times since then. She is wonderful and the love of my life. But it has been now 4 years since any contact. We used to play dressup and have fun sexually together. But no more. I'm 57 and find the concept of never being touched again, let alone never making love again just so unbearable.
Is there anyone else like me? If so, how do you cope?
I will never leave her as she is the mother of my children and i love her.
Any comments or thoughts?
Stephanie