For a couple years now I have the feeling that I'm transgender and not just a cross dresser. I really feel the need to start living as a woman but I'm worried it may be a mistake down the road. The reason being because it started off as arousal for the first few years of dressing, and it seemed like a fetish but over the past 5 years it no longer turns me on. It makes me feel right, I'm more comfortable presenting as a woman and i guess Im just confused. Has anybody had a similar experience, where it started as arousal and now you've transitioned into living as a woman full time?