Ive been cd'ing since i was about 8 or 9 im now 42. I tried to pretend to myself it was a faze, so over the years i would do it for a week or so and really hate myself for it then nothing for a longish time, then I'd repeat. This went on ever since i was about 15. Till about 41.
So about a year ago my wife asked me "whats troubling u babe" (she knew i was down) i answersed nothing. But she knew me better than that saying "plz tell me" so i told her that i like to wear women's undies, bras, ect. And that i havent told her due to fear of rejection and bevause i dont think it is normal or right and i really hate myself for being this way but no matter how hard i try it wont go away.
After hours of us talking about it. I told her i am straight, i dont want to look like a female i just like the way female clothes feel and that i cant explain why i feel the need to do it, when i do dress its like a form of stress relief, and its just something i like to do even though i really do struggle with it due to what society says is wrong and right.
She was surprised and a bit hurt that i hadn't told her but accepts and wants to understand.
She said would i like to go to the shop to do some shopping ( gotta love 24 hour kmarts) finally i had some lingerie of my own.
So fast forward a year i now wear "womens" undies full time, all colours but pink/hotpnk my fave, i also have about 10 bras, 5 skirts and 5 dresses.
I get my undie's from Lisa's Lacie's (i hope im aloud to say that if not tell me and ill take the name out) the only other place that knows that i wear lingerie and dresses and so on. The ladies are very helpful and even help with trying on and fitting's.
So just the other night we were shoping for xmas late at night, i was wearing a pink thong and pink bra, which she did the old flick the strap mmm so thats what it feels like i heard, and i asked if we could get a skirt ( ended up with a short skirt) and when we get to the car i would put it on to wear home, al be it 15 mins away.... Yeah sure was wifes answer. To my surprise.
When at the car i got well put it on. I tried doin it sitting down but couldn't and was told to get out and put it on so i did n sat back in. And wife says "did u notice i was taking photos of u changing?" Um no.... Oh what a rush i was on. As i started driving she said "oh i need to go to the chemist". I said but and was told just go plz. I drove us there amd weighted for her in the car. When she got back in she then told me " to drive to MacDonalds for a cheese burger. So i did and as i pulled up it was packed, my hart was racing. She told me to go through the drive through. I said but im....... and i got told just do it.
I went through first winow ordered and payed, second window get order and either they couldnt see down in to our car or didn't care but they both didnt look like they had noticed.
Then home, well that was a total rush.
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Originally Posted by rachel_rachel
