I have read many stories about how many of you came to be here. I have thought hard about it and myself.
So here is the first part of my story.
I have reviewed my past.
I can recall no incidences where I dressed until I was 21 years old. Now you must understand that I have trouble recalling many things before I was 13. Thirteen was my age when my parents broke up. I had learned to square dance at the age of nine. Square dancing was a fun thing for me so I remember it.
I have just started, at the age of 65, to fill in some of that gaps in my life with some of the non-happy thoughts like spankings etc.
Anyway, I went into the USAF when I was 19. I met my wife when she and her folks came out to learn to square dance. I was one of the helpers to the caller. I married my wife in my 21st year (Dec 26th 1964).
It was during the square dancing that they had gimmicks, and gags, where they dressed up men in the female attire. I found that I always was trying to get the position of the one dressing as a woman. I liked the feel of the clothes. I also learned how to dance the female parts. Knowing how to dance the female parts was a good thing because when we did not have enough females to make a square (normally 4 men and 4 woman) I could fill in as a woman. I also liked to be twirled and swung.
For 36 years this is what we did for entertainment. I went on to become a Square Dance Caller for 15 of those latter years. Even called at several National Square Dance Conventions. Frequently the dancers liked to dress the caller as a female or wrap them in tissue paper mummy style while he was calling to see if they would hinder his calling, I never was hindered. As part of the training to become a caller, you were required to be able to envision the dancers dancing in your mind. At any time you had to know where each dancer was on in the square.
When my wife passed away 23 June 2000, I had to give away all her clothes, many of which I had sewn. I could not wear them even if I wanted to. I was 6’ tall and 200 pounds. She was 5’ tall and 95 pounds. I tried going to “singles square dance” clubs, but it was not the same. I did remarry but that fell through, I was still in love with my first wife.
I, through divorce court action, ended up giving my Alabama home to the second ex-wife. I moved to my TN home in 2005. I set up a photo studio in the garage. I adopted one of my models, model name of NormaGee, as a daughter. It was she and another model, Kimberly Diamond, who, to show the photographer what it felt like to get all dressed up, dressed me up. I found out that I liked it. The real seed was planted to start me into Cross Dressing.
Eventually in 2006, NormaGee set up an appointment for a makeover with Mrs. Cross in GA. Then we went to my first meeting in Atlanta of the Tri Ess chapter, Sigma Epsilon. It is there that I adopted the name Leslie Mary Shy. NormaGee adopted the name DarkAnGGel. She had replaced the single lower-case “g” with the upper-case “GG” to show she is truly a Girly Girl.
I will stop here. Maybe I will tell you chapters two and three.