At least it feels like my head is spinning like that anyway.
So, yesterday I had my initial consult for GRS with a Dr. David M. Whitehead in New Hyde Park here on Long Island.
Being armed with my personal research on this procedure and on him, I nervously walked into the office nearly an hour early to give myself plenty of time to fill out my paperwork.
Mere minutes after I finished my paperwork about half an hour later, my name is being called. I almost didn't hear it, the nurse was so quiet.
So, I follow her in with my Fiancee right with me. She asked her initial interview questions and I answered them. It kind of felt like some pre-interview before being allowed to see some celebrity, upon reflection the day after. But, I know enough that it was just established medical procedure at pretty much every Doctors office.
When he walked in, I was immediately put at ease. Dr. Whitehead is very personable and seems to know just how to put you at ease.
However, me being me and returning to old childhood habits when nervous. I'm tensing up because my nerves have gone to my bladder and I really have to pee. But, I endure this because I feel like if I don't; I just might walk out of the office because I am that nervous.
The Doctor launches into his part of the process of this meeting and pretty much answers 99% of the questions I had on my mind before I could ask them and covers most of what I am already familiar with for this procedure.
He stepped out of the room so I could drop my slacks and panties and cover up so that when he came back in he can examine me and explain what he likes to do in a cursory way upon first impressions with what I have available.
After he finished with that, and I'm dressed once again. We begin to discuss the rest of the details as he shows me surgical photos from the procedures he has been involved with in a power point presentation on a lap top. Oddly, I feel like I am discussing the options and details for a new car or Motorcycle with the sales representative at a dealership rather than a medical professional about a permanent change in my physiology as the two of us discuss the St. Bernard under the covers; or the clitoris and the hood. As well as other details about aesthetics and usage. Or rather just how much and what kind of sexual activity I plan to mostly engage in after I have my new Vagina.
We finished up and I have the consent form and a plan for the required letters.
My head is spinning so much, I don't know just how I was able to drive home. Perhaps I was just on autopilot or the spinning simply delayed until I got home and played catch up.
At any rate. I'm excited and looking forward to the rest of my new life.
