Hi,Jemma here, can I first of all passengers on huge thanks to all you girls that replied to my introduction! ! You don't know (or you probably do!!) How guilt free & confident I feel now I've come out, online at least, I also actually feel HAPPY , which really isn't me. I suffered with seasonal depression which turned to year round 10 years(don't worry, I'm on medication &CBT management ) ago & this experience is really lifting me. I'm not saying that my CD secret has been the cause of this primarily, but it certainly added to it through the long cold nights when I couldn't dress up & sneak out for a "walkabout" as I call it....I'm waffling again, so I'll just say that maybe shaking off my secret & associated guilt will help me overcome depression once & for all, or at least through winter, & at least I have an escape with you girls here to read, share &post, so you are all LIFESAVERS!!
Luv Jemma C.xx
