I have no idea exactly what my gender identity is, but I know at least it is not 100% male. I could be non-binary, or I could be a very feminine man, but still comfortable with my masculinity.
But what I really need to know (and as I said, soon would be ideal) is if I'm MTF transgendered. I'm young, so if I decide I am, my hormone replacement therapy could be much more successful, and I already would consider myself "passable".
I have no fear for my parents', family's, or others close to me reaction, but more so a realization after I start HRT that this is NOT right for me. Irreversible changes like sterility scare me, as I very much want to have kids. I also don't think I could "pull the trigger" (so to speak) on HRT if I knew in the future, I would have much more difficulty finding a woman to love me. I already know how hard it is for all the CDers here with marriage.
I would not be presenting feminine all the time even on HRT; when I really think intensely about the subject, I imagine I'd be most happy as an androgynous person who dresses male or female depending on the mood. It's hard to say all this future stuff without trying it out first.
<b>NOTE: I already know I am never going to get SRS, only female hormones interest me.</b>