Hi,
So I live with family which means I can’t get clothes of my own without them noticing (before anyone says anything, trust me, there’s no way, if I hide them they’ll be found eventually, the house is small and we often change the decoration so nothing stays put for long), so I can’t dress, and I can’t move out because I don’t make enough € to do so (yet). I also don’t plan on telling family because I’m scared and insecure at how they would see me if they knew what I like to do in my free time, and also because back in the day I used to put on my mom’s clothes and if I tell her I’m a CD she’ll know I put them on. In essence I think I wouldn’t like the sensation of imagining how much they would look down on me if they knew the real me.
There is no solution other than one day moving out, right?
Although it’s unlikely that I’ll ever tell them, is there a way I could summon the courage to do so if I ever wanted?