This I hope will start an open discussion and I’m sure there have been many threads similar to it. But I’m curious how everyone handles the scenario I find myself feeling.
My wife is accepting and does her best to understand, however:
We have rules and I accept her feelings must be respected 100%
So,
I’m not allowed to cross dress around her or in the home. I only get to do it when I stay in hotels. This creates that lonely feeling. Like it’s hid away. At times, I desperately want to express my feminine side in a physical sense with dressing up but it can be weeks for that next opportunity.
When I do - it feels great in the moment... but the realisation is, it’s a lonely place and can get me down at times.
So my question to anyone and particularly anyone in a similar situation, how do you manage that lonely feeling?