So anyone that followed my sporadic posts, knows im married and have support of my wife and daughter.
Tonight, 2 friends that are married, She is a full transition female, him a dresser, but only at home, picked me up from my home so
we could out to a pub and bar in another city 25 miles away. This is a huge thing because my wife stayed at home while I went out, and even kissed me at the door.
(More on this another time if people care)
I did all things a women would do such as eating and drinking,and using the women's bathroom.
But im still not happy, Its so stupid.
I have it all....
I realize the only time I am truly happy is when I am walking the sidewalks and strolling past people.
Sitting in a pub or restaurant is really nice, but I only feel full filled when I have shown myself to the World.
Is this normal?
Im 58 but I feel like my brain is 18...
Samantha
