Hey ladies, so my weekend has come and gone. But not without alot of fun times! I dont really know where to start but I think I'll break it down over several post but I want to start with an overall observation. The weekend as a whole was interesting, the first night I got a late start because I had to go pick up my orders and grab other supplies before I could get started. So Jessica didint get to show up till almost 11pm. I almost waited because of how late I got started but the excitement was too much. Finally after I was all together I looked in the mirror and I was shocked at what I saw. I had never seen myself in that light.. I was a woman, I was beautiful.
The next emotion was laughter, when I bought my undergarments new dress I overestimated my final size. I told you all in previous post that I dress with more padding then most. And when I put them on I had to pad a little more than I wanted to fill then out. It didint flow like I wanted it to and it was rather cartoonish. Since I was having fun I went pretty wild with it the first night and over accentuated my assets to say the least. And I strutted my stuff all over the house and danced into the early hours of the morning. It was about 4am at this point and I fell asleep still fully dressed.
Waking up the next morning was interesting. Seeing as how I woke up as a rather exaggerated Jessica. I was in some pain, the 'suit' is rather cumbersome and hot and I was very uncomfortable. So I took it off and got in the shower to clean up. Afterwards I took some time to make some adjustments for a more natural look. That night I got dressed again and this time looked fabulous. I'm not a professional CD. But I must say I think I did a good job. I just hung out around the house doing chores and staying busy mostly but it was very satisfying.
All and all I had a great time, I think it was just what I needed. I dont feel like it is something I need to discuss with my SO just yet. I can go a while before the need is just too much to do it again, as it takes me a while to 'transform'. But I do feel as though I am relaxed and at peace for the moment. I'll post some pictures soon, still gotta figure out how to, plus I need to edit them.
But anyways I'll go into more depth In other post on here but thankyou to all of you who have helped me with this, I really do appreciate all the love and support you have given me, being able to talk about this on here is liberating. And I cant wait to share more with you!
Love,
Jessica.
