As im finding more and more about myself, one of the huge problems was my wife or should i say myself. It has been vary vary hard to speak to my wife. I just started shutting down and have been getting more and more depressed. Well last night i had a break down and spilled my guts. After alot of crying and talking and crying my biggest fear of loosing my wife is not a fear no more. She told me she loves me for me and no matter what life brings we will get thru it together. She has been there thru the cd and supports me no matter what. A giant weight has been lifted off my shoulders. I feel like today is my first day of a long journey and im happy to start taking that path thats gonna lead me to my true self.
