When I first tried on my mom's lingerie I was 5 or 6.
I didn't know why, but it just felt so natural to me. It certainly wasn't sexual at that age.
Later I went through that sexual stage and then it changed again and for the last 25 years hasn't been so. It's just been that "natural" feeling again.
Do I want to be a woman? I would fall asleep when I was little and pray I would wake up a girl. Now I know that deep inside I am that girl and it's just that my outside doesn't match.
I can do and have done all kinds of manly things, but they have never brought me the peace and comfort that I find when I express my femininity.
Where will I end up? I can't say just yet, the journey is still ongoing.
