Not sure where to post this but,
I've been quiet on the boards of late because I've an awful lot to contemplate and very nearly sure I'd like to transition. To what degree is part of sorting it all out.
So, about two months ago I've started therapy and it was going great.
Got a call today from their office. My health insurance misquoted them and I'll be hit with a rather largish bill. Naturally, I've suspended future sessions until I can figure this out.
I feel so utterly defeated every. time in life that I try to follow my bliss. That's not entirely accurate, of course, but that's how I'm feeling just now and I'm in a bit of darkness over it.