My son just turned 45 first of September and I know his mother has said something to him he’s made a few homophobic remarks about it over the years. My first wife found out about me they my second wife that started the whole thing. I was mickeyed one night by her and her sister and dressed from head to toe taking pictures the whole bit. At any rate I’ve been dressing since not sure if there was underlying issues but have been to two different shrinks over it and they both said it was her trying to control me by taking away my manhood it was always fights with her and myself over her drinking and she would get mean hit me abuse the kids verbally etc. At any rate we divorce I remarried abot 6 years later for my third and final time but we eventually got divorced according to her over dressing issues but she knew from day one we’d discussed it in detail and she even told her 3 kids about me. They were cool with it. Anyway to the point now my son from my first marriage knew nothing about my past after myself and his mother divorced she died 10 years ago from drug and alcohol related disease. He ended up on drugs too almost died a few years back from overdosing and I took care of him for about 6 months then he disappeared got back on drugs and was out of contact with me for a ER three years. I’ve gotten back involved with him and really want to have as good a relationship as we can but I have to be honest with him and myself so we can either go on with our relationship or end it before we get too close again and hurt each other beyond repair. He’s opened up to one point in he said he was molested by more than one of his step cousins raping him several times growing up I knew nothing about. I can relate to it somewhat by the mental abuse my second wife put on me. Could this be a point of discussion, I’m not sure. I really understand and feel for him in the respect of what he encountered I just want to if we can come to terms with me being a cross dresser he’ll anymore maybe transgendered due to my hormones being out of whack so much for years don’t have any hair on body including face haven shaved even face for over two years now. Also not I’m 67 years old now too I even had hormone injections for over 6 months with no effects my levels are extremely low. Sorry for long winded post and hope it all makes sense just want to make the correct decisions about myself and son if it’s not too late already. I’m looking more and more gem as time goes on naturally anyway.