I was at a local GNO meetup last Friday.
One friend who I originally met here showed me her new driver's license with a femme pic and F gender marker.
Another friend who I originally met here is planning to start HRT.
A third friend was rocking her recent BA.
Another friend moved out of state and used the opportunity to go full time and start HRT, with her wife's permission.
Several other friends are now playing for the other team.
Me, status quo, still a CD with a tolerating but non-accepting wife.
So, I'm doing a self assessment. Who am I? Who do I want to be?
Am I jealous of all these girls going femme?
Am I stuck in neutral to avoid further confrontation withe my wife?
Or, will I be happy being a part-time CD/TG? Forever?
I'm not really sure how to begin said self assessment?
Any advice?