I spent a couple of days with my wife this weekend at a nice hotel and spa. She knows nothing about Emma and i was in male mode. We took advantage of the spa which we enjoyed but after an hour or so i said to her im going in for a shower now, i showered and during my shower another man showered opposite with curtains drawn. I finished first and got dressed. He came out of the shower with towel around his waist and i said hello etc, i was fixated on him and didnt want to leave the changing room but i had to due to my predicament. Its the first time ive felt this way to another man. I stood outside afterwards waiting for my wife and watched this man walk to his car and leave the car park. This has never happened to me before and i thought what if we entered the changing rooms together, he was very relaxed around me. I felt comfortable in his company.
