Kimberly, here's a challenge to affirm choice or something stronger.. For 3 weeks, STOP CDing, if you can, because it's your choice to do so. Be honest about it. I'll bet you a dollar to a hole in a donut that you can't do it. Your mind will constantly be challenging you to dress, and you'll want to, not by choice but out of a need to do so. And if you do dress, even in just panties, you'll then realize that CDing is not a choice, but a necessity.