After more than a year in counseling and over 50 of denial, today I had my first T-blocking pill and first estradiol patch. I don?t expect many outward changes (which initially is not that bad since I?m not out at work, nor socially) but hope to get some inner peace with myself. The endo and the hospital psychologist were very supportive indicating that they thought my case was ?very clear?. My social circles are quite conservative as is my job, which is quite high profile (what is going on with me is unheard of around these circles)
Unfortunately my wife is not supportive at all. I guess she hates how the world would look at her.
Oh well, step by step, excited and frightened at the same time...