I enjoy the transformation process from shedding my male appearance with the step by step process in becoming my inner female. I love the high I get when I think I found the right combination of colors in my makeup. The clothes that fit just right to make the most feminine look I can create. My posture when I walk in heels and the distinct sound they make on the floor sends me into a state of euphoria. This all leads to my escape to someone I see as beautiful and is not judged or even has any true responsibilities other than to look her best.
