As I'm getting older I've decided that I just want to enjoy my life. I've only dated women all my life but sometimes i've fantasized about men especially while in femme. My girlfriend of 5 years broke up with me about earlier this year and it's been really tough for me. I've dated around a little since but haven't been able to connect with any women, I don't know why. I still find women incredibly attractive. I've been a life long closet CD. Recently I've been seeking to meet a guy (online dating) to see what happens. I've talked to a few but haven't worked up the courage to go out and actually meet up. Secretly I'm hoping to meet a guy that is ok with my Cd'ing. I haven't mentioned this to any guy i've talked to. Like I said I still haven't worked up the courage to go out and meet with anyone. I would love to hear your thoughts about my situation and see if any of you have been in a similar situation.
