For the last six months or so I?ve almost turned my back on dressing or the future of what I wanted to become. Recently I?ve reflected on where I?ve come from and decided that I need to pick up and move forward. My wife has known and supported this side of me for over 25 years. She wondered what had made me go through this very dry spell. I?ve come to realize that I?m me and I can?t change and that I had to cover this with her to show were I?ve been and where I want to be. Being true to my feelings I?ve wanted to be more outgoing and be out in the real world. I?ve even started a list of things I want to do and the best part is she is onboard with my needs. Her only fear has been being outed to someone we know, but that has faded. She understood that I felt trapped not being able to go dressed where and when I wanted. Were are talking about a ?girls trip?, getting my ears pierced, and wig shopping. Mine have seen better days and I?m due for an upgrade! The last few days I?ve dressed all day and slept in nightgowns to sleep. Even running errands dressing androgynous but woman?s clothes. The make up, wig, and forms is in the works and I am feeling like I?m heading in the right direction. We have no family in the area we live and if any friends did find out and don?t like it they really aren?t the friends we want. All in all I feel pretty happy about the future.
Thanks for reading my post, and Happy New Year to all!