Well, as of right now I only dress part time. I do feel like I would like to be a boy full time, but don't know if it would be feasable. Right now, one of the biggest things that prevents me is my boyfriend. But I realize that if I did go full time, there'd be a lot of 'splainin to do. I have my family to think about (conservative Catholics), my work (conservative Baptists-which is worse?), school and the rest of my friends to explain this to and hope they accept me. Not to mention I'll be getting my degree next year and who's going to hire a transgender teacher? It's getting depressing because as much as I like to think about it, I have a feeling it's just something that would make life much more difficult for me. Then there's always the thought of moving somewhere where nobody knows me and starting over as a man...