Hi I've been on this site for a while but never introduced myself . I'm 50 and was until a month ago was married for twenty years to a wife who fully encouraged my dressing we even went shopping together for clothes and makeup . but I came out gay which she knew before me . I don't find men attractive only transgender so I've now been with a few and now wondering if I am gay ? or more likely asexual probably from all the abuse I suffered as a child . I still feel real shame about dressing as my mother use to dress me up as my uncle didn't like raping boys .So here I am with my wife/best friend gone and now im certain I'm asexual and ashamed of dressing . Sorry for the rant im just so lonely and confused
