So my whole life has been a endless in and out ?no pun intended? of the hidden woman wanting to come out. At one point I was ready to cross the line and go full time. The ex and children stopped that I couldn?t put my kid thru the drama that could would have followed.
It is commendable, mature and responsible to suppress your own desires or put off your own needs in the interests of others. Use the opportunity to consider what you really need (as oppose to what you want) and how you might meet your own needs while continuing to meet the needs of those who depend upon you.
Easy come, easy go;
Easy left me long ago...
I?ve always felt kids have to come first.
Wendy,
If Transitioning isn't an option what paths do you see as being open to you? It would help if we knew what form your dressing takes at the moment. If not currently in a relationship are you free to dress as and when you please or are family or other restrictions in place?
Who dares wears Get in, get out without being noticed
I can relate. It is certainly difficult for some of us at times. I sympathize greatly.
Sandi
I sympathize as well. I remain closeted because I think I have enough girl time when the opportunities arise, and yet am able to maintain the things I need stable in my life.
Closeted for 45 years, so please take any advice I might offer with a massive dose of reality.
Julia xo
Well as time passed I was able to ?Forget? Biggest lie of my life lol I decided curb my love of wanting to be woman to dad. As time passed even more life throws a curve ball. I end up relocating for employment to a different state . I lost my wife and children at that point in time. ?She did not want to move?. Personally I believe it was her chance to bail without out facing me. I was lost ,devastated, and lonely. I found a special someone who knows nothing of the feelings I have. So I still have to hide. I know I need to be truthful and honest with this. She deserves it! Just letting someone down because you feel like you have hidden something from them the whole time.
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So it can continue? If I get caught I guess the worst is freedom of starting all over
Wendy,
You will almost certainly get caught, eventually. The longer that takes, the more hurtful the deception will be. Same goes for just coming out with it. It will always be more hurtful the longer you carry on the deception. IMO, if your "special someone" doesn't deserve to know about this part of you, then maybe she's not that special. Or maybe... you're not. Stop being ashamed of who you are.
"Being honest may not get you a lot of friends, but it will always get you the right ones."
-- John Lennon
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What ever you do, Wendy, if you decide to marry this woman, tell her before you do.
I am a vessel of the goddess. Let me express my calling to a feminine life through nurturing love and relatedness.
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