I am transexual! Sexually I am confused! I am not looking for sex at this point but what if a relationship develops? What if it is a man? I have been homophobic at least half of my life! I am not anymore but I am not sure how to react to men! Oh, I know how to say no in no uncertain terms but... Should I really give a man a chance with a relationship? At this point, I would be open to some old fashioned cuddling but not sex! I am noticing more men looking at me and smiling! Women are always friendly and nice! Men so far do not speak to me! Maybe a relationship with a lady! Just not sure what I want now! Ugh! Hugs Lana Mae
