Hello everyone.
The urges are back and at a very bad time, when I can't later wash anything without a high chance of being discovered at home.
I haven't been able to go to therapy for obvious reasons, but there's also good news and it's that I finally have a job, so any expenses may be possible soon.
So yeah, I don't know how or why, after a while of trying to stay away from all this (and trying to stop liking to crossdress, again), I don't only want to wear anything from my stash, but also to buy new stuff, like a dress, some high heels, maybe a swimsuit... Am I screwed or what's happening? Is this the "pink fog" some of you say?
In case someone thinks I'm somewhere in the US or UK, no, I'm a 25 year old guy from Costa Rica, a country where anything with CDing doesn't have a good image (often related to prostitution or very dysfunctional relationships).
