I have long flirted with the idea of transitioning. I've read a lot and tried to think through the process and what I'm getting myself into. I thought my biggest hindrance would be my significant other, soon to be my wife, would not approve. Recently she told me that perhaps I should think about going through with it. She said that she did not mind me being her wife. She even suggested I start hormone therapy and try it out. I told her the only thing that stopped me was that I did not want to lose my ability to have sex with her and deprive her of that benefit. But now that she has given me permission I feel like I'm at the top of the roller coaster. I want to go over the edge but I'm so scared. I woulld love to live my life as a woman but the thoughts of the implications of that petrify me. Do y?all have any advice on how to sort my feelings out?