So it was a thing I did for me. It was part of me looking for answers.
Is this me or will it go away once I have had enough?
Is it possible and how much trouble is it to be full time?
How do I want to spend the rest of my life?
Do I actually want to be a woman?
Talking about it isn't going to do it for me. It may work for others.
These are words I recently wrote and sent to Chrissy as part of this on going conversation we are having. I was telling her how I made a pack with myself to dress every day complete with makeup for a year. It was about four years ago. She suggested I start a thread.
I came to this late in life. I went looking for the answers. It has been quite the journey or quest.
The signs were there I just didn't put it all together.
Now that I have the answers what the future holds is unknown.
But whatever it is I will be facing it as Jean
I wish you all a safe journey
Love Jean