I changed jobs in March and have been enjoying a modest increase in earnings. While spending more time at home I have been shopping online. I now have more pretty things to wear purchased my first breast forms and a leopard print tankini. I actually wore a blouse to a quick medical thing and grocery shopping today. Just kind of a mauve color button front blouse with boy shorts and sneakers not overly feminine but a big step for me. I changed into some sparkly flat t-strap sandals to buy gas a woman noticed my sandals gave me a little smile and went about her business. I loved the feeling of wearing what I wanted and not caring who saw. Upon returning home I changed into the new tankini popped in the breast forms and for six glorious hours I was a woman with a new bathing suit hanging out in her backyard. While i may not have looked very feminine I have never felt more feminine. Im still getting used to the forms but I love how they make me feel. They are 48C and filled out the bust of the suit very nicely. I LOVE my boobs. I need to learn more about adhesives to glue them to my chest without the pocket bra. This was a huge day for me !!!!! I may never reach the level of confidence and beauty some of you girls have but I had a big day. I have a feeling I will be pushing my comfort zone more very soon. Sorry to ramble on but I have no one to share to share my feelings with in my small circle.