Nylons. I tried them when I was 5 and wore them ever since,well, maybe from late teen years. For me crossdressing=nylons, everything else is incidental. One day I dressed but with bare legs. It felt all wrong. Quickly pulled the nylons on and voila! everything was right again.
GeorgeA
formerly Salerba
"a miad" Man-in-a-Dress
CynthiaD, I absolutely loved your post and am happy for you both that you have reached somewhat of a middle ground in your marriage. I wish you continued happiness.
Crissy
Curiosity at first then I had a chance to dress up as a witch for halloween I did that a few time. Then I dressed as a hooker for work on halloween I got so many positive responses that caused the leek in the damn to burst.
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Buying my own tights as an adult after repressing my thoughts of crossdressing for the best part of 25 years.
First pair kind of sucked as I was so nervous but I got hooked and own more than my wife.
What a beautiful story! So glad you've found peace, Cynthia
Sometime around early puberty I realized I could fit pretty well in my mother's clothes.
I am a vessel of the goddess. Let me express my calling to a feminine life through nurturing love and relatedness.
The pebble started a long time ago when a little girl threw her dress over her head! I wanted a dress! No,you are a boy! I tried to be a boy! I fooled everyone even myself! The truth would not be denied! Now 69 and realizing my feminine self 24/7! I am Lana Mae! Hugs Lana Mae
Life is worth living!
"Foxy lady! You look so good!!" Jimi Hendrix
I loved reading all your posts. I'm brand new to crossdressing. I've only been doing this for a month. But the moment I first tried on a dress, I was hooked! It's one of my wife's old dresses that she never wears. It's too heavy for summer wear but will be perfect for the fall. That moment as I felt the fabric of the dress encase my body was indescribable. I actually let out a soft moan. I'm totally hooked now. My favourite is a long flowing dress.
Diana, indeed nothing feels like the soft swirl of a dress!
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Brandie, I've never had the chance to dress for Halloween but last year when a SA was teasing me about pantyhose purchases I smiled slyly and replied, "Halloween is coming!"
My mother's red lipstick I tried on in 1962 when she was out at work and I was home from school. I wanted to see what I looked like as a girl. (red lips was the big thing then every woman and girl had them)------I did this several times when I had the chance, and one day, when I was home alone, decided to go "whole hog" Lipstick, mascara, nylons, a girdle, bra slip and dress. no wig or shoes though. The cheap wigs were not around back then (I had to use a scarf) and my moms shoes were just a tad too small.-----I lounged around a bit and then "released the pressure"---It was heavenly!
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My sister's dancing dress, when I was between eight or ten. I still remember how I felt. Maybe is the first time that I felt sexually aroused.
I have a very early memory of being caught trying on a pair of hose by my grandmother. It had to be 1967-68 when it happened because we lived with her for a short time between those years. ( ...Yea, Im old...lol).... After that nothing at all for years , and it didn't even occur to me to wear womens clothes, so it was probably just curiousity but who knows?.....Years later it started up again with panties, when I was a teenager, that my first boyfriend encouraged me to wear. Then it was blouses, and simple skirts or shorts that he thought I looked good in, and i enjoyed the attention from him.
BUT the big one?..... When the internet exploded....Suddenly there was so much information out there and I didn't feel so alone . Which also includes this site, as Docrobbysherry said. I was a lurker here for years before I decided to join and comment, although I still mostly just read unless I feel I have something to share.
The internet also made shopping for literally anything, available at your fingertips without feeling "weird " about shopping in a dept. store for womens clothes, which I only did at Christmastime or Valentines day before that time as a cover. I'm older now, and regularly shopping in stores doesn't bother me at all, but when I was younger, I was so nervous!
It literally went off the rails for me after the internet and I LOVE the makeup tutorials on YouTube... Dressing, makeup, ect. for me is something I do almost daily now, especially when my boyfriend and I are going to see each other.
Franngurl, I?m sooo jealous. Make-up is my major fail. DADT simply makes finding safe time to experiment impossible.
mine was when i began to get good at makeup and saw myself as a woman for the first time.....omg i needed everything from that moment on
I have been circling for a thousand years,
and I still don?t know if I am a falcon, or a storm,
or a great song.
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A pair of my mother's pantyhose that she had left on her bed. They just felt so "right" when I put them on. Think I was 6 or 7 at the time. My first purchase was Size A, sheer to waist, nude, L'egg's pantyhose. Was probably 12 when I bought those.
A side note, L'eggs used to have vans that drove from store to store to stock the egg shaped display. I think only women had the stock job. Everyone I saw was wearing pantyhose. I always wanted that job when I grew up as it would give me an excuse to wear pantyhose every day.
I used to paint my finger nail around 12 years old or younger as far as I can remember
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Meschelle, I think that would be a dream job too.
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Felicia, you add to the fire! Where will I ever find the time to experiment with makeup.
I have been circling for a thousand years,
and I still don?t know if I am a falcon, or a storm,
or a great song.
Rainer Maria Rilke
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When I was in 7th grade and tried on a blue and white one-piece of my sister's, and realized how well it fit, and how natural I looked in it. I honestly don't know where my head was before then, but that was when I realized I could probably pass and knew I wanted to.
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Danni, I still love one pieces and bodysuits. They feel so amazing.
My experience too !
When I found my passion in dressing lingeries from mom drawer I decided to go shopping for bras and undies ,,,,where I entered a big mall in which no one payed attention ,,I then picked a red sexy bras with a string with made me hard for a long time ,,,that was the first avalanche for my crossdressing in which I own a whole wardrobe today for all kind of dresses and high heels ...and my joy
Cross-dressing is a cross between woman's soul and man's heart.....
I?m glad you found value and enjoyed one of my threads, Solange.
In my case, the pebbles were my mothers or grandmothers makeup; including the lipstick, Ponds cold cream and other things. I used to love the way they smelled and there was no equivalent male product with the same smell, so the outcome was pretty much inevitable.
When haters hate, I celebrate!
In my youth, next door sisters playing dress up. Invited me to join them. Nothing happened until I slipped on a pair of pantyhose...Crash, Bam Alakazam. Unbelievable, pleasurable sensation. I was hooked. Next came panties, heels, then a bra...the rest is history. I still wear pantyhose or thigh highs almost daily.