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    Silver Member Devi SM's Avatar
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    Today is my birthday 61....

    I want to thanks to all the beautiful ladies that had left beautiful greetibgs and messages, I don't know how to respond them so here is a thread.

    Today is my birthday. I'm 61 years older now.

    I'm not posting to receive greetings but they will be greatly appreciated.

    11 years ago in my birthday I kind of panicked.* I saw the past 50 years passing fly as nothing. I had so many things to do yet and nobody would warranty me life in the future.
    How many more years could I live? 20, 30? My dad is now 93 years old but how many years I could have left would be less than 50 and would fly on the se way or faster.

    Today I have 11 years of life less than that day but I'm in peace. For people that's* no trans, that must be hard to understand what meant to live a life in the closet and was hard even for me to try to understand it. To live lying,* hiding your feelings, feelings of shame, guilty, fear, embarrassment just of thinking if the family, the world could know what is in my mind, but at the same time happiness of just to dream, to dress in private, to go out in femme expecting nobody could recognize me.

    It was worse than to be in jail. There was no hope of release and the only solution dancing around my mine was to end this life.

    Fortunately, think I had been a resilient person because I always keep myself busy doing things, whatever that could it be, sports, all kind of jobs, hobbies, etc
    There was.
    no hope of release and the only
    solution dancing around my mine was
    to end this life.

    I think I had been a resilient person
    bevsuse always keep myself busy
    doing things, whatever that could
    ditract.me of my inner monster,.so
    some.people think that this is just one
    more of my "hobbies".

    I reach a point of being tired of to live
    pleasing others so I decide to please
    myself, first accepting myself. Then I
    found that I wasn't so ugly, that there's
    good people in the world, that we're
    so many, that I'm not alone and my family
    hasn't deserted me. In the process many here had been fundamental, I think i ready told to several dire try soni won't mention anybody specific now because there were stories, anecdotes, experiences that i read and helped me to open my mind to learn more about myself.

    I keep happily marri2d living together with the woman of more than 41 years.

    Today is my birthday and I'm happy
    Just to exist as I meant to be.

    I attached just some pics from today and ask sunday with my wife...

    Thanks all you...
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    I'll say it again here: Happy Birthday, Devi! Have many more! Birthday Hugs Lana Mae Your and my journeys were very parallel and one would get ahead and then the other! Just want to say, love you like a sister! Go on to greater things and love that pretty wife of yours! Hugs Lana Mae
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    Happy Birthday!
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    Happy Birthday Devi! Aren't you glad that you recognized and accepted who you are, thus adding years to your life. Congratulations and keep up the great work.

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    Many happy returns Devi, Hope you have a great day.
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    Happy Birthday Devi.

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    HP Devi and what a gorgeous happy couple

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    Happy Birthday Devi! On every birthday I had in the past 3 years, I wished myself to take another step to live openly - something I really have accomplished. I wish you many more joyful year with your supporting partner! And yes, you look very feminine and absolutely awesome!
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    I'm close to the same age... 62. When I finally got an appointment with the endo last February to start HRT, he told me he sees two age groups of patients seeking HRT. Those who transition young, about 18-30, and those who transition later in life (50-65).

    I'm deeply envious of your supportive wife. Mine is anything but.

    But, my message is this: happy birthday Devi, and may the rest of your life turn out the way you dream it to turn out.

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    Happy birthday

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    Quote Originally Posted by JeanTG View Post
    When I finally got an appointment with the endo last February to start HRT, he told me he sees two age groups of patients seeking HRT. Those who transition young, about 18-30, and those who transition later in life (50-65)
    It's an odd generalized statement..I started mine 3 years ago at 37 and never had a thought to wait until 50. Do I wish I started at 30 - yes. Do I wish I started at 20 - probably not because I doubt I could have found a wife and had kids.

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    The statement that Jean?s therapist made is not worded as a generalization, just his experience. People transition at all ages.

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    Happy Birthday, Devi, from an OC neighbor!

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    Congratulations on 61. I?m so old that I remember when 61 was the magic number reached by Roger Maris. Its also the title of a really great HBO movie about the pursuit of 61. I highly recommend it!
    Remember always that you not only have the right to be an individual, you have an obligation to be one.

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    well lets have a party...Happy birthday!

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    Devi, happy birthday. May the next 61 be even more rewarding. (smile)
    Oh, V-necks tops look very good on you!
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    Thank to all the pretty and nice ladies that greeted me, I really appreciate your kind words.
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    This is me I am 61 also, except I have not transitioned, but I feel the same way.

    "To live lying,* hiding your feelings, feelings of shame, guilty, fear, embarrassment just of thinking if the family, the world could know what is in my mind,"

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    I wish you all the Happiness while you celebrate your Birthday. You're an amazing woman and desrve the best that life can supply. Enjoy.

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    Happy Birthday Devi, sorry it is coming so late! Hope you had a fabu day!

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    Nadine, no worries, thanks for.your good wishes and is not late, tomorrow Sunday we'll do a lunch/dinner with two of my kids, their wives, the only grandson an one of my daughter's mom.
    I love cooking and kids wats ask for some topic chilean sandwich steak, or our hot dog style but this time my wife will cook a corn, meat and onions kind of pie....very delicious and popular in these days that in my country of origin celebrate independence day....

    Thanks again to a the nice ladies and sisters in this web, I own you so much....
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    Just like my transition, better late than never! Happy birthday dear Devi!

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    Silver Member Devi SM's Avatar
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    Thank you Dorit,

    You're one of several here that without talk to me helped me to transition and live my life in full....
    HRT 042018; Full time 032019
    Orchiectomy 062020; gender& name legal changed 102020
    Electrolysis face begins 082019, in genitals for GCS 062021
    Breast augmentation surgery 012022
    GCS 072022; BBL 022023; GCS revision 04203;END TRANSITION

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