Post op and Going Topless

[AllieSF]

If it is legal and you are not ashamed of your body, why would one worry about it. There are nude and topless beaches some places, or the local police do not really monitor women going topless. In your case, as I understand it, you have had breast augmentation and still present as a male most if not all of the time, and you are now having second thoughts about it. I am sorry to hear that, but it can be remedied if you can't seem to get back to being happy with with bigger breasts. Some women have no fear about showing their breasts at the beach or private pools. I don't think that public pools would allow it.

I started out as a CD and am now a full time trans woman. I had breast augmentation last year and really do enjoy the change in my body's appearance. I recently went to an annual gathering with my close friends where we rented a beautiful modern house on a golf course with ocean views. Late at night we used the hot tub and some of us girls went topless. It is a small intimate gathering and nobody made
a big deal about it. Most of the time the breasts were underwater anyway.

I enjoyed that moment because it was a first for me. I was among friends both cis and trans, male and female. It was dark out, which made it more intimate, the water was warm and the outside air was very cold making the hot water even more special. It was also a moment of freedom for me because I was doing something I never thought that I would do. We live in this puritanical world here in the USA, while other countries like Germany and Scandinavia never seem to have problems with partial or full nudity in certain situations and locales. Breaking away from those old time beliefs, which can cause other problems that we all could suffer from, and realizing that the human body and how it looks can only be a problem for us if we let it be that problem, is very freeing. I would do it again depending on the circumstances of that moment.