So after years of thinking I?m just a crossdresser, I?ve spent the last year analyzing what I want and my own happiness.

I talked it over with my wife and after about a month of talking, we are going to move forward with me starting hormones. She had lots of questions and fears, of course. I told her the truth of what I believe. I still love her and the kids. I want my marriage first and my family first but I want to be what I think I am. I feel like I?m both male and female.

I met with a therapist and have an appointment upcoming with a doctor to discuss my thoughts and goals. I want to maintain my male anatomy but I want to begin to work towards a feminine hormone balance and physique and eventually maybe top surgery only.

The biggest surprise so far is that my wife is 100% on board. Her only thing is she would rather me take oral meds instead of injections.

So that?s my story. I just wanted to share